I feel uneasy.

I'm supposed to be studying for Safety and Sanitation right now (final today, certification exam tomorrow), but I can't focus on anything right now. I keep thinking about my knitting project, about the upcoming Thanksgiving weekend (I know, I know, it's 2 whole months away.. >.<), about what might happen in March, about what to do for my externship...the list goes on and on like the Energizer Bunny.

I haven't been getting much proper rest... I almost inevitably fall asleep on the couch sometime after I get home after 8pm, and then wake up to take a shower any time between 1 to 3am, then either fall asleep right away, or stay up for another hour or two because I'm too wired from my "nap". Then I either have to wake up for work, or just wake up fairly early anyway, since I tend to be a light sleeper in the morning. I don't think things will normalize for me any time soon, though. I guess I need to work on making that happen myself.

Communicating with the one person that matters the most to me right now is very difficult since he is now without cellphone, so whatever healing powers talking with him had is now diminished and made more difficult since all we have now is Skype. And the only way for that to work is if we're both online and ready to talk at the same time.

But, yes. Gripe, moan, complain, repeat. I know. I don't have it all bad. I'm just a little bit overwhelmed right now. But just as one of the greatest movies on earth has taught me, the Universe tends to unfold as it should. It just won't stop me from worrying/being emo all the time. :P